February 2012
250 posts
No friends....
I seriously have no friends. No friends to hang out with. No friends to go shopping with. No friends to talk to. It’s really sad & very depressing. I see all these people on Facebook and whatnot always talking about hanging out with their friends. I don’t have that anymore. It really gets to me. I lost a friend all because I’m back with my ex. I also feel like I’ve lost...
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I just don’t know what to do about college anymore.
On Feb. 14th,
My mom texted me asking if I wanted to go to Cirque Du Soleil in May and I said, “maybe.” At first, I wasn’t for sure if I wanted to go. Last night, I bought tickets for it to surprise her for Mother’s Day! Haha. She has no idea. They are amazing seats and I can’t wait to go! My plan is to put her ticket in a Mother’s Day card. Then, when Mother’s Day...
Dinner
Tonight, I went to Big Boy to have dinner with my guy best friend. I’ve missed him so much! I’m so glad that I have him there to talk to and to confide in. I’m glad that we can talk to each other about our current relationships. It’s nice having a guy’s perspective on everything without judgement. I don’t feel awkward around him and it’s just nice. I think...
What you said last night reassured my love for...
During the wedding, you texted me. You asked me if I caught the bouquet way before it was even thrown. I did not in fact catch the bouquet. Anyways….. When I was over last night, I asked you what you would have said if I did catch it and this is how our conversation went. Me: “What would have you said if I caught the bouquet?” You: “I guess I would have some thinking to...
Wedding
I was excited and nervous to attend the wedding this weekend. But I’m so happy I did! I’m so glad I was invited! Seeing a lot of my old classmates made me realize how much I miss everyone. Seeing the guys together made me realize how many friends I don’t have. And how I never hang out with anyone. It was a fun & interesting night. Ashley looked so beautiful and I almost cried...
I love him. I always have. I don’t care what anyone has to say about it either. It’s my life.
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I miss you.
